Saturday morning I decided I wanted to have my legs ripped off. I wanted to hurt so much all I could think about was each pedal stroke and how only through extreme concentration could I keep from vomiting all over my handlebars. And so I went for my first race paced team ride. It was a [...][...]
Archive for January, 2010
Ode to Forest Park
When Brett was killed, I rode my mountain bike in Forest Park. When me and A broke up, I rode my mountain bike in Forest Park. And, now, today, I rode my mountain bike in Forest Park through a few inches of slippery rutted mud on fire lane 5, giggling as I almost went over the edge [...][...]
On relationships
I guess I have to learn the hard way. We only dated for two months, but I let myself go. I decided for the first time, I wasn’t going to be guarded, I wasn’t going to be careful, I was going to just let myself fall face first into love. And, predictably, I fell face first [...][...]
It’s like magic
I finally made it solidly back into the 130’s. When I look back to what I was doing last year to get to my all time low of 130.0, I was working out twice a day, plus a 30 minute walk during lunch counting calories and keeping a food log hating life And now? Quasi-following PN (maybe more at[...]
Whiplash
Due to me having a season pass to Meadows and feeling obligated to use it, we went up to the mountain on Saturday to put some time in on the snowboard. Let me start this post over. Due to the fact that I am a badass snowboarding queen, we hit the mountain to shred the rad on [...][...]
No More Excuses
I have a lot of really great excuses for missing team rides for the last month. I was nervous about having to push it if my knee were to start to hurt, and then be lost somewhere out in the middle of no where if I couldn’t keep the pace up. I was nervous that because I [...][...]
Cross Roads
I’ve been struggling to come up with a post to update this thing, other then some racing schedules. I feel utterly overwhelmed. I feel like I dropped all the focus I had way back in the fall and it exploded into a million different pieces, each with it’s own trajectory. When I think abou[...]
Updated Racing Schedule
I just realized I haven’t really looked at the OBRA schedule at all, or thought about training at all. Wow, how bizarre for me. Mountain Bike Schedule: April 11th – Horning’s Hustle (Hillsboro) May 9th – Cascade Chainbreaker MTB (Bend) May 30th – Sisters Stampede XC MT[...]
